Nothing Creative Today

I've been wandering about in a bit of a haze these last few days and was finally knocked out of it tonight between the hours of 7:30-10:00 PM. This happens to me semi-frequently. I spend a little too much time alone over the weekend getting trapped in my head, consumed with worry and stress only to be brought back to reality by making inappropriate jokes about having relations with one's cousin. These women have been my stronghold long enough that I can't exactly calculate the duration. (somewhere in the 6-7 year range?)

As I reflect on what I will miss most about Salt Lake City, Crown Tuesday and the friendships associated are at the top of the list. I know that I will be hard pressed to find relationships such as these in the big city, and am worried that I have taken these friendships for granted. I know that I'm being a little over dramatic, it's not like I'm dying, I'm just moving approximately 1400 miles away. But still, if I'm having regrets about not spending enough time with people now, how will I feel in 4 months and 3 days?